unlived

I heard a wise man say don't be afraid of death be afaraid of the unlived life.  Think about that what have you done lately that was really living. Not something motivated to work or home. Something that if you have a famliy it brings you together. And some things you have to experince for yourself. Go  out and do something fun and silly if for no other reason than because its fun.

 I  look at my self and realize that i live an unlived life. I have been unemployed for a year, i like staying at home with my 3 year old and picking my 7 year old up from school. I have come to realize that i am not the kind of house wife i thought i would be taking them to sports or dance. In my mind i saw my self going to the gym being healthier. How many of those things have i done none. But the TV networks should pay me for driving up there ratings.LOL

 What that man said hit home for me ,what am i doing for myself or anyone else? I decided to change that i'm going to start living. I'm not stupid you can't just make major changes and expect them to stick in the long run. i started out with a bunch of small things For more fun with the kids and just letting them be kids and have fun, we did the backyard with swings and slide hot tube and pool.Toys as bats,balls,hula hoops. I take them outside let them run i spent to much time in front of the tv and while i was there so were my kids. theres nothing like seeing your kids light up swinging and running around care free to let you know that your living and so are they.....

Next will be how we can MAKE this a better place for them to have there children cause lets face it this country is going to shit