I have been unemployed for a year and a half. which i have stayed at home with my now three year old and i get to pick u[ lianna from school and spend more time with them. i sit thats what i do i should do reviews for the tv networks i've lost myself. my husband had to go to new york to work, and i was here all day everyday alone with two kids i've cut myself off i have no friends noone whos calls to see how i am or if i want to get together for lunch.On this long journey of going no where i have gained 189 lbs i weighed that my 8th month in pregnacy and 8 and a half years ago before my first i was 120 lbs. Iam so unhappy with myself and the way i feel about myself that it is affecting my family. I was on twitter just goofing off and came across candace cameron bure and i went to her page i found her book " Reshaping it all". i started reading this book on 06-24-11. It made me realize that one of the major things that are missing from my life is GOD.I have losy my way. I mean way off track. This book has shown me that I have to stop sitting here wishing for a differnt life and act on it.
Through GOD I can accomlpish anything including weight loss and bring my family to GOD and a better life. I want to write and give you updates as i go through this book and lose weight and grow with GOD.I hope you will follow along and maybe find your way to something wonderful.
Sunday, June 26, 2011
Wednesday, June 1, 2011
people who inspire
I have recently became in volved in trying to save the planet. i started recycling and i stoppded using paper plates. which was very hard for me sine my dishwasher has taken a crap and i hate washing dishes. but if you change small things like that it can make a differnce. i am very happy to be a part of the isfoundation which is headed by ian somerhalder and tred on trafficing. isf is help save the world through awareness and trying to make small changes and tred on trafficing is to raise money to stop sex trafficing. and there are so many thinks out there to get invovled. ian inspires me he doesn't take his fame for granted he is using it to bring awareness to people. another big inspiration of mine is bethany joy galeotti she is another that lets people know the things she is takening apart in and tryes to get others to make a differnce also. check out these people go to change.org and sign a few things it doesn't take long in a matter of minutes you can make a differnce just try
that one turn
i was washing dishes the other day looking out of the window. jus thinking about life and if i could pin point one event that forever changed the course of my life. and i can think of one one day when my oldest daughter who is now 7 was 2 months old and i was driving with her father and he looked over to me and asked what whould you do if i broke up with me. i told him that i would move back to north fl, where my parents live and he told me to start packing and make arrangments. so i did. If i would have stayed in miami either with him or on my own i was thinking about how differnt things would be. for instance my daughter is half cuban but since i moved nback up here when she was so young and her father wasn't around when she was little she never learned to speak spainsh. we lived in a small town in northern fl were its all about the good ole boys. we have a friend who still lives there with a child ther same age as mine and she has a cell phone and fake nails. to think about how that one conversation changed the course of my life and how differnt my daughter would have been. i am glad i raised her here. can any of you think back to just one day or event that for ever changed your life?
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